Saturday, October 29, 2005

Incomplete

Since we transferred to our new house, my heart and my soul became incomplete. I sometimes think that why do I get this kind of feeling?

I compared my life before we transferred to our new house. Then, it strucked my beautiful and marvelous mind!

I calculated it! I've came up with solutions that can help me overcome this problem! My marvelous and beautiful mind came bursting out with ideas of how to solve this personal problem of mine.

I finally got the answer to my problem! I would never thought that the answer would be so easy.

Service to the Lord is the solution. I'm nothing! I'm weak! I'm tired! without me serving at the Altar. I feel so incomplete without serving!

I recall the times when we still live at Murphy. I was so complete! I was so active! I was so energetic! I serve everyday in the church. I receive Jesus everyday in the church.

But now? I feel so incomplete without serving. I still serve at the altar but only on sundays, but it's not enough! I want to serve........

I miss the times that I spend the whole day in the church.... I miss the times that I serve at high masses.... I miss the times that it's me holding the Hole Incense.... I miss the times that I fetch altar servers who are too young to go to the church by themeselves and those who cannot go because of some reasons....

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

The Right to Serve ----- by: Rodrigo A. Escobar

To be with Christ forever,
is a gift that we must take advantage for.
To serve Him by being His servant,
is an honor to die for.
We sinners have nothing to bear,
but because of the merciful God we have,
He handled us with great love and care.
His mercy is one thing that we dont deserve;
but he called us to His sanctuary,
and gave us the right to serve.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

The truth of today's Don Bosco's Organization (PG)

I read things about Don Bosco and his pupils that became saints, blessed, martyrs, leaders and many more.

ang sabi.... inspired daw sila......
ang sabi.... preventive system daw....
ang sabi.... magdasal lang daw....

pero mukang bihira ang ganun........

Lagi samin sinasabi na, "this is Don Bosco. Don Bosco is a school for young saints"

well..... let me say to you na......

young saints ba ang.... at the age of 12 or 13 ay hindi na virgin ang isang bosconian.
young saints ba ang.... bading? bakla? Jokla? Bi-sexual? lesbian?
young saints ba ang.... nagpoporno?
young saints ba ang.... 3 beses mag mstrb8* sa isang araw?
young saints ba ang.... nagnanakaw?
young saints ba ang.... nagsasapakan sa harapan ng statue ni mama Mary?
young saints ba ang.... grade 4 palang ay may girlfriend na?
young saints ba ang.... nag mmstrb8 habqang nagkaklase?
young saints ba ang.... isang bosconian ngayon?
young saints ba ang.... pinagnanasahan ang teacher nila?

hindi ko sinasabi na lahat ng bosconians ay ganyan pero masasabi ko na marami sa kanila ang ganyan.....

binasa ko ang ilan sa mga storya ni Don Bosco......
madami syang sinasabi...

tulad ng, "run, jump, shout, make noise but do not sin"
di ba nya naiisip na dahil dyan nagkakasala ang isang bosconian... napapansin ko na pag nag rurun, jump, shout, make noise sila, ay lalo sila nagkakasala. kung sinisigaw naman nila ay..."putang ina! ano gusto mo mangyari? sapakan nalng?"--- "putang ina naman o! harangharang kase e!"--- "fuckshit ka gago!"--- "mamatay ka na!"

minsan pag sa bakla sinasabi .... "oi! chupain mo nga ako!"--- "jakulin mo ako ngayon na!"--- "chupain mo ako gusto mo naman e!"--- "kantutan tayo sa inyo?"

ganyan ba ang sinasabi nila na young saints???
ganyan ba ang mga estudyante ni Don Bosco?

ganyan ba? ganyan ba? ganyan ba?

ganyan ba dapat ang isang bosconian?

sori kung masyado vulgar etong post na ito....
pero i cannot help myself express my feelings....

sori talaga pero this is the truth..... ganyan ang mga napapansin ko....
the truth hurts very bad....
im not telling you to accept the truth but im telling you to hear and to know the truth.

Once again..... i'm sorry




Prayer

If we Christians spent as much time in prayer as we do watching the television, maybe we'd change the channel


The Sheperd's Voice is calling clearly out to you

Listen to peacemakers as they inspire your weary and wounded soul.

Satisfaction

Satisfaction for the soul cannot be found apart from our fellowship with the Lord


To gain self control,
give God control.

Listen to the Word of the Lord,
as it uplift your weary tired heart and soul

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Ate! ate! asan ka na?

Why do I sometimes get the feeling na parang wala akong ate?

May boyfriend na kase si ate e. kya full attention nya ay na kay tikyo!!

Naalala ko pa nung single pa si ate.......
These were the days nung nagaaral pa sya.

Naaalala ko na tuwing nahihirapan ako sa ginagawa ko, tinutulungan nya ako
Naaalala ko na tuwing bumabagsak ako, tinuturuan nya ako
Naaalala ko na tuwing nangangamote ako sa mga subjects ko, andyan sya para maging teacher ko
Naaalala ko na kung di dahil sa kanya ay bagsak na ako sa algebra.
Naaalala ko na andyan xa para patinuin ang computer na tinitopak para sa akin.
Naaalala ko na nagaagawan kame sa TV at sa remote
Naaalala ko na sabaysabay kameng apat pag kumain ng dinner.
Naaalala ko na nagluluto sya ng french fries at mashed potato tapos kameng dalawa lang kakain.
Naaalala ko na andyan lang xa sa tabi ko kahit ano man ang mangyari.

Haay nako!


Pero ngayon, di na ako makalapit sakanya pag andyan si june
Pero ngayon, kahit samin parin xa nakatira, tuwing saturday at sunday nalng kame nagsasama.
Pero ngayon, bagsak na ako sa algebra.
Pero ngayon, di na xa nagluluto ng mashed potato kahit meron sa cabinet.
Pero ngayon, di ko na xa makausap pag andyan si june.
Pero ngayon, wala na! puro june june june!

Haay nako!

Dati si ate, di yan masungit at laging nakangiti pag kasama nya kame.
Dati si ate, parati yang handa pag kaylangan namin.
Dati si ate, kasama namin sa mga lakad lakad.
Dati si ate, hindi pa gabi nasa bahay na.
Dati si ate, laging gising pag kasama namin.

Pero ngayon, nagbago na ata.

This is the difference between ate with june and ate with me.

ate with june: hahahahaha! talaga! kakatuwa naman!
ate with me: zzzzzzz!zzzzzzzzz!zzzzzz! (sleeping)

ate with june: a ganun? pano yun?
ate with me: dead ako!

ate with june: tawa ka dyan! (giggles)
ate with me: tumigil ka nga dyan! sipain kita e! (simangut)

ate with june: o sige! kelan yan gagawin?
ate with me: mamaya na! may ginagawa ako e!

See the difference?
Tanga ka! pag di mo nakita ang pagkakaiba!

sana bumalik sa dati...
sana may panahon sakin at sa amin...
sana umalis ang ate ko ngayon at bumalik yung dati (ugali)

sana lang.... sana lang...